Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Shameless Self Promotion

 At my surprise going away dinner, September 2009

I have very recently reached a milestone that I have been working for since I arrived in Australia over 3 months ago....I am now, for the first time in about 7 years....under 200lbs! 

Boston, October 2009

To be fair, I lost most the weight in Boston, but have been working even harder here to get the last 14lbs off.  And finally after my bought of strep throat (which I still have) kept me from eating anything for two days, was able to lose the very last few pounds.  I've been calling 90kgs my 'bragging point' which I am now below, so I'm actually a few pounds under 200 already :)  I am over the moon about this.  Thank goodness my Uni friends are personal trainers and fitness buffs cuz I think I would drive them crazy otherwise.  I'm sure I drive my roommate crazy, but that's ok.  I've been obsessed with it (partly cuz I have so much time on my hands).  So the next small goal is 85kgs, imidterm goal of 80kgs, and long term goal of 75kgs.  The thing about using kgs instead of lbs is that they are harder to lose but once you do it is sooo much more gratifying!  And I don't feel like I'm telling everyone back home my exact weight cuz you'd have to look it up for it to make sense to you.  And I doubt most people reading this would care enough to look it up, LOL.

I don't looove this picture, but it'll do.  The most recent picture I have:

At the German bar with Uni friends, 21 May 2010



Mental Health vs Physical Health

I've been meaning to update the blog since my last whiney post.  Things got a lot better almost as soon as I posted that, which is what I was hoping would happen.  I talked to a few people back home, and after a few good conversations I felt almost completely better. I just needed to talk to someone who knew me and someone who would understand what I was going through.  I also revitalized to go back to my original plan to put my head down and spend my extra time on working out, and thankfully I have a number of Uni friends who are helping me :)  Two of my friends are legitimate personal trainers, and another two friends who like to do the fitness class with me...which helps sooo much.

I also booked my trip for the semester break!!  I leave June 21st for Perth, spend 5 days in Perth and the surrounding area.  Then take a 5 day tour to Exmouth, spend 3 days in Exmouth, hopefully diving in the Ningaloo Reef!  Then I take an overnight bus to Broome, which is the pearling capital of Oz, if not the world.  I'm only going to Broome so I can get a flight to Darwin.  In Darwin I take a 9 day tour that does the surrounding sites of Darwin and then down the center of the country to Ulurulu.  Then I fly home to Sydney on July 15th!  Below is a map of Australia that I drew a thin blue line to show the cities I'm going to.  It's quite a large trip if you remember that Oz is about the same size as the states!



With the trip on the horizon, and the semester coming to an end, I don't really have time to feel all sorry for myself.  I only have two exams, but they are going to kick my ass.  I am at a real risk of failing my biostatistics class, and epidemiology is going to be a lot harder than I've been giving it credit for.  I've started going through biostats trying to re-learn everything I haven't learned all semester.  My exams are June 15th and 17th, so at least I have a few weeks to study, but it doesn't feel like enough. 

When I get back from the west coast, I've decided to get a job.  This mostly because I have a lot of time on my hands, and it will be a better use of my time, allow me to network, be more efficient, and maybe meet some new people.  I also realized that if I can find a job that covers my living expenses, then I will have a lot more money for traveling :)

And by the time I start the next semester, there won't be much time left in Sydney.  As of now, I'm looking to come home in February.  I want to be here for Australia Day, which is January 26th, but after that I'll should be fine to come home.  Here is what I hope to be able to do:

  • September break: Melbourne and Adelaide
  • December head up the east coast
  • New Years in Sydney
  • January head to New Zealand and Fiji
  • Back to Sydney for Australia Day and pick up my stuff ;)
  • Home in February!
Obviously that's all subject to change, but that's what I'm hoping for.   Oh, and there is one trip that makes me giddy as get out....I'm hoping to spend some time at home just chilling and hanging out with people for a bit, but after that, I really really really want to do a massive US road trip!  Oh, its going to be cool.  I figure that I know enough people around the country that I could cut my accommodation costs considerably, to almost nothing.  And since, I think I should leave Thailand out of the travel options for now, I'm hoping I'll have travel money left over to do this :) 

So yes, the cure to my mental health break down: find things to concentrate on. 

1. working out
2. school
3. travel

Just as my mental health comes into focus and I'm back on my feet, I get slammed with the worst case of strep throat I've ever had.  Thankfully my family knows how very much I hate hate hate being sick and for as independent as I can be, I turn into the worst kind of whiner and sympathy beggar there is.  They allow me to whine and complain without guilt.  I thank Facebook for this.  My status were sent out straight to my parents to get them to skype so I could soak up their pity and sympathy. I'm not ashamed to admit it.  And they came through marvelously!  And talked me into walking my sick butt to the doctor who immediately knew what was wrong with me and gave me some antibiotics and now I'm feeling much better.  I'm still sick, but at least able to function!  I just have to take these antibiotics 4 times a day for the next two weeks! ugh, at least I feel better.

Until the next mental break down....

Friday, May 21, 2010

Fall into Sydney

It was an icky rainy gray day, but it definitely made the colors pop on the trees. 



I really like the look of palm trees against changing leaves, how strange it is for a person from a climate without palm trees. 


Monday, May 10, 2010

I guess this is homesickness

It was bound to happen sooner or later.  I was hoping for later, much later, like not at all.  I was talking with Erica a few weeks ago (or maybe only a few days) about the "shiny ball syndrome" of Sydney wearing off.  I realized a few days later that more adult speak of this would be (wait for it...) 'novelty.'  But yes, the novelty of living in Sydney is waning.  I've found that I'm angry throughout the day a lot lately.  Which, in my case, is usually righted by sleeping it off, but lately, not even that is working. I wake up melancholy just hoping to make it through the day, but by the end of the day I'm just angry.  My plan was to just keep myself busy and really put my head down and work on school and being healthy until the end of the semester, at which time I hope to travel the west coast of australia, and come back refreshed and ready to go.  But Im not busy, and with the more time I have the more I tend to slack off.  For example, usually I use Mondays to get all my regular uni work for the week done.  Today I got my hair cut, hated it, which only made the crappy feelings worse, and proceeded to waste one of the last warm days away by watching two full dvd's of West Wing.  And then being sorely upset when I came to realize that they were my last two West Wing dvd's and I have no more American guilty pleasures left.  So I find myself angry again. I'm angry that I wasted the day, Im angry that I have to do all that uni work tomorrow, I'm angry that my hair looks like crap, I'm angry that I wouldn't even know where to go to fix it, I'm angry at fake friends, I'm angry.

I can hear particular voices sighing at me right now for being dramatic and whiny (or maybe silly is a better word).  And even though this is all personal and "airing my dirty laundry" which I'm generally against, I figured some people would be interested to know that its not all roses and pretty sunsets (there are a fair bit of pretty sunsets, not nearly enough roses though).  And since I know of only one person who actually reads these posts (seriously people, I have no idea if you like what I'm posting if you don't tell me so) I'm not so worried about everyone knowing that I'm a little bit angry lately.

But my guess is that this is normal.  That people who move away, especially to the other side of the world go through this bit.  I know that I have to muscle through it and I'll come out better and stronger on the other side.  Knowing this doesn't make it easier.

Anyway.  I'm done whining.  I don't mean to solicit sympathy, buts of encouragement are welcome.

<3 Kassi

Friday, May 7, 2010

Take a moment to enjoy the View


The view from my veranda at sunset.  The sun makes the buildings seem to glow.  I'll try to get more pictures of it from start to finish, it's really cool.  And since the castle next door decided to cut down all their trees (which may be the cause to our household of allergies) we have an even better view of the city.  Ahh...

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Evils of Tasmania

The last day on the tour started with a trip to a penal settlement and finished with a tour of the Devil's sanctuary:

Tasmania Day 6

Port Arthur.  Prisoners could have at least enjoyed the view, except that they were hooded on the boats so they couldn't see anything.  And since they came in from the water, it made it very very hard for them to escape.  Good planning on the govt's part.  


 Prison ruins.  The higher you lived the better off you were, you got the better jobs, and didn't have fecal matter falling on your head.

I think it was a massive fire that destroyed the settlement after it was closed down.  It isn't known whether the fire was intentional as Tasmanians were very ashamed of their convict past. 

Here is a picture of the garb they had to wear, hood included.  Each prisoner was given a number making it very very impersonal.

Prisoner's cell.  If they were good.  If they had to go to the seperate prison, it looked like this:

Seems harmless enough. Not really.  This cell had 4 doors to get to this point.  It had absolutely no light and no sound.  Complete senses deprivation.  Guards even had to wear slippers on their feet to keep from making noise.  This cell was completely pitch black, my camera flash is the only reason you can see anything on the picture.  Melissa and Pavel ventured a little further in than I did, this was a close to inside as I could get.  Apparently I have a fear of the dark. 

Church was big for the convicts.  And not because the guards forced them, convicts wanted their church, they even got a Protestant and a Catholic church.  Isn't the government so good to them.

Outside the church ruins.

View from the church to the convict quarters.

Where the free people lived.  For being a penal settlement its quite picturesque.


We took a short (20 minute) cruise around Isle of the Dead.  Which is only cool when you say like you're telling a scary story, as we did all day.  This is where the young convicts went (as young as 9) to not be influenced by the older more corrupt convicts.  It is also their cemetery with an unknown by ginormous amount of men and boys buried on this tiny little island.

Look, I'm a tourist!  I hate feeling like a tourist, but it was just so pretty, I wanted a picture.  

In its hayday, Port Arthur was a thriving little self sustaining settlement.  Convicts were all given jobs to keep everything functioning.  If you were well behaved you got a better job, if you tried to run away you got whipped and put in chains.  Eventually they stopped the whipping and chains, and moved the the Separate System.  Beating convicts wasn't making them stop the behavior, so instead they started putting them in isolation.  Port Arthur was the first place to use the separate system, that we still use today.  There are lots of reports of convict abuse, but seems to me on paper the idea of making this little town and everyone gets a job and its self sustaining would have been a reasonable way to deal with convicts.  Interesting.

From Port Arthur we went to Safety Cove for lunch. My last beautiful Tasmania beach.

We couldn't figure out what Matt was doing at first.

He was making us a sign!  It says Tasmania April 2010.  


On to the Devils' Sanctuary...

Tasmania Devil that is!  Doesn't look much like the cartoon.  And it doesn't run around in a crazy tornado.  But it is a scary little creature.  They have the strongest jaws of any land animal based on their size. Their teeth can crush through 8in of bone.  Ouch.

They are also really violent.  They fight with each other all the time, and they bite each other often.  It is normal for them to bite each other in the face while mating.  At the sanctuary they were trying to mate these two.  The male had already impregnated the other female and they to move her out of that den.  Tasmanian devils can have up to 20 babies in one go, but they are tiny, and the mother only has enough nipples to feed 4.  So up to 16 die every time.  No matter what.  Weird huh?  Also, they are endangered on their own accord.  There is a mouth cancer that is being spread through biting in the devils.  One of the very very few cancers that are spread through exposure.  but you can't tell if a devil has the cancer until giant tumors form on their mouth, eventually growing enough to make it impossible for the devil to eat and it starves to death.  Pleasant.

Also not pleasant, but extremely funny.  Matt makes the meanest Tasmanian devil I've ever seen.

Melissa and I give it a go:


The sanctuary had other animals, but only rescues.  This is a Rainbow Lorikeet.  Funny enough I just saw one of these this weekend in The Rocks (a neighborhood in downtown Sydney) at a cafe.  They were stealing the sugar packs and breaking them open and eating the sugar.  Sneeky little buggers.

And they had wallabies!!  Big wallabies that looked like kangaroos, but there aren't actually any kangaroos in Tasmania.  

They were pretty used to people in the sanctuary and didn't mind being pet.  Though I did learn that they don't like it when you touch their heads, so you could pet their backs and rub their bellies, but it was actually best to come up to them from behind.  I thankfully, did NOT learn this the hard way :)

This baby one was my favorite <3

Watching them bound away on their tails is pretty interesting.

These signs are everywhere throughout Tasmania.  Kinda like our deer signs, only cooler.

As we headed back to Hobart to end our tour we saw the most awesomest rainbow that ever was.  I which the picture was more clear.  It was huge, and bright, and you could see all the colors and both ends of it.  Coolest rainbow I've ever seen :)

Danielle and Pavel on the bus.  Our home for 6 days :)

Then it was on to Hobart, where our tour started and finished.   And this was sad.  Very sad.
Thankfully, we all had that night in Hobart together.  We were going to have a great big night out, but it was a Sunday, and we were tired.  So we settled for keeping the whiskey distillery open past their closing time!


Marna, Dominik, me, Melissa, and Pavel.

These were all the whiskeys we got to try.  They were really good, and I planned on buying one to share with Jake (cuz I'm a good friend like that) even though the small bottles were $100 each.  But then I tried their spirits.  If you did the whiskey tasting you got to taste 5 whiskeys (for a measley $12) but then you could taste any of their spirits for free.  So I asked for whatever he recommended, and he gave me Pepperberry Liquer, and I bought a bottle on the spot.  It was the most delicious and different thing I've tasted!  It was like Christmas, spicy and sweet at the same time.  Then I tried the Pepperberry Gin, and I bought a bottle of that too!!  Remember how I said the end of the tour was unintentionally heavy on the alcohol activities?  So now my problem was that I had 3 big bottles of liquor (because I still had the bottle of wine from the winery) which I had to take on the plane to get home.  And my bag was already stuffed to the breaking point.  I had to buy a new bag so I could check my backpack and bring whatever I couldn't fit in there on the plane with me.  

That night I said goodbye to Melissa, Dominik, and Caitlin who all had early morning flights to catch. 

Tasmania Day 7
The alcohol activities didn't stop there.  The next day Marna, Pavel and I went to Cascade Brewery.  Another Tasmanian beer.

Unfortunately, we didn't think to book the tour in advance and they were booked.  It was also $25 and an hour and a half.  By this time, I was just done.  So we decided to grab a beer.  I wasn't going to partake cuz I was also feeling guilty and stressed about spending any more money.  But Pavel was nice enough to buy me a beer.  Marna went all out with the beer tasting:



From there, we hopped the bus back to town.  We had walked out there, but it took about 45 mins.  We saw this cute church on the way.

Hobart is rated one of the most picturesque cities in the world. I can see it.  There are very colorful houses built into the surrounding mountains and old buildings and its clean and safe.  It was a nice little city.  About the population of Crystal Lake (200,000) but still has a cool urban feel.


And so ended my Tasmanian adventure.  After we got back from the brewery I said goodbye to all my friends, stopped at Target to get a new bag so I could take my alcohol home, and hopped a bus to the airport.  Where I experienced one of the scariest flights of my life.  A few times I thought the plane was going to roll over.  I thought it great irony if I had just had the most amazing time and made some amazing friends, spent a week of the radar, only to go down on my way home.  And before being able to show or tell anyone about the amazingness.  

Thankfully, this was not the case and I made it home unscathed.